*~*~*Lakin's Journal*~*~*

-Ain't it sexy?? I've finally done this freakin thing...OH YEAH But I rock-

-Molly is over here...and she is doin wheelies on my keyboard bench...I'm gonna laugh when she flips...but I'm going to go talk her into playing monopoly so I cant stay long.....I will make my next one EXTRA big...sooo its sexy....like me-

-Aint I pertyful??-

-kisses-

-Lakin-
-Your secret lover

It just so happens I wanted to update. I am really really really gonna miss all my best friends that are leaving me to go to PC....ahhhh!!! It just wont be the same.....im just going to miss everyone...I love every last one of ya'll and you know it. If you love me...comment me back telling me.

Tyler...my genious boyfriend, just happened to get himself grounded from the phone and the internet...so now i probably wont even get to have an actual conversation with him until he is ungrounded, stupid non8th grade break. UGH!!!

We had a volleyball game last night and 7th grade kicked Mullins' ASSets. WOO*HOO gooooooo us!!!! We have another game tomorrow which I will probably have to miss which ticks me off so very much you dont even know....UGH UGH UGH

HOWEVER

I am missing b/c of wonderful academic tryouts...woo*hoo im sooooo excited....but its just sooo going to suck next year. I have NO ONE....to run around with except for the fact that kristen will be at most of the meets for drew so YAY!!!

We've had clinic since yesterday and our tryout dance routine is AWESOME...i mean it is sooooo cool. REALLY you all have to see it!! Its fun too*****oh no oh no clinic is fun...someone save me*****

One day without him, and I would fall apart.

SOng to my lovely 8th grade lovers:

And I never thought I'd feel this way*
And as far as I"m concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say*
That I do believe I love you*

And if I should ever go away*
Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today*
And than if you can't remember.....*

Keep smiling*
Keep shining*
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure*
That's what friends are for*
For good times and bad times*
I'll be on your side forever more*
That's what friends are for*

Well you came and opened me*
And now there's so much more I see*
And so by the way I thank you*

And then for the times when we're apart*
Well then close your eyes and know*
The words are coming from my heart*
And then if you can remember*


Keep smiling*
Keep shining*
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure*
That's what friends are for*
For good times and bad times*
I'll be on your side forever more*
That's what friends are for*

Keep smiling*
Keep shining*
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure*
That's what friends are for*
For good times and bad times*
I'll be on your side forever more*
That's what friends are for*

Keep smiling*
Keep shining*
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure*
That's what friends are for*
For good times and bad times*
I'll be on your side forever more*
That's what friends are for*

I love you all sooo much

*Okay, I don't care who ya are, read this b/c I just really need explaining to.

-Why does everyone have to go and break up?? I feel so bad b/c right now, my relationship is like going great.

-Why are some guys such jerks, while others are sweeter then candy?

-What makes any guy worth any of us girls anyway?

-How many guys do you know who have not made a sexual/perverted joke toward you?

-How many guys have treated you like queen of the world one day, then crap the next?

-Why do guys have to be so freaking complicated?

-When you break up with a guy, why do they automatically hate you, and regret ever liking you?

-Why can their touch be so soft, but their big mouth ruin it all?

*Just think about this. It's kinda of wowing. And yes, I did write this, I didn't find it somewhere.

I was supposed to leave school early and go to Hillbilly Days tomorrow with Destiny and Kadi. HOWEVER, they decided to go to Kadi's house and stay up there all day...so I'm stuck at school tomorrow...blugh!!! *haha i just made that word up* I have no ride...but I may go after school. But, whats the point in going if u cant miss school???????? OH well!!!

Lakie♥Lake

*Yes, I know. I have not updated since like "insert last update here". WOW...thats a long time! Haha! But no really! I'm not going to worry on telling you everything that happened from the last time I updated because that would be a waste of time.

**OMG!! I've not updated ever since I've been dating Tyler. Which everyone knows, but I need it on here. **Lakin♥'sTyler** **3/23/06** hehe..ok I feel better now

***This update is very random. I just want to inform everyone that I WILL be updating more oftenly...lol? *EVERYONE CHEERS AND CLAPS* (even if u hate it) ohs wells! I'll update tomorrow or somethin'!

****Close your eyes....now think. Whose the first person who you see? Whose the person who gives you chills? What person's touch just makes you want to melt? What person's kiss makes you want him more?****

*I know, I know I've not updated in forever...SHOOT ME! *not literally* *that would hurt...a lot* HAHA...oh well. BUNCHES HAVE HAPPENED. I got first in math...i beat Kristen for the first time ALL year. I LOVE YOU KRISTEN!!!!!! Our FPS team got 2nd...2ND!!! How in the freakin world do we get second??? I'll tell you...we have STUPID graders....We should have gotten first but they went my quantity not quality....GRRRR...theirs SUCKED. I mean, you shoulda saw it. How do we prevent anorexia (which shouldnt have been the case anyways)? We put a label on food with a warning of anorexia. I can see it now *WARNING: If this food is not eatin there may be a problem of anorexia unless eating other foods. If you do not eat consult a physician.* HAHAHAHA...or a song? "My food my food my food my food...my food my food my food...better eat MY FOOD...oh yea..if not ill get anorexia...EEEWWWW...give me all ur food now...so i can eat it now" I MEAN COME ON...and the wrote it in carrots...YES carrots!!! UGHHHHH!!!!!! OH WELL, our Quick Recall team got 1st! WOO~HOO!!!!! And some other stuff happened I "DON'T" wanna talk about...*cough cough* coleman, mason i cant sleep now *cough* HAHA!!!!!!!!!*

**HMMMM??????? I got 5th in Math Counts...WOO~HOO I'm going to state!!!!!!!!!!! I find that....COOL!!!!! It was really funny though. I tried coffee. It wasn't too tasty. Well, it was tasty....just not in a good way. YUCK! I need a professional to fix it..."GRAMS!" HAHAHA...when she was little she used to sneak into the coffee jar (when her mom would go to the store or something) and eat that ground stuff...EWWW! But I like cappuchinos *how do u spell that??????**

***OOOOHHHHH YEEEAAA!!!!!! WE had volleyball camp. It was soooooo much fun. AND today, I got to meet the head coach of Eastern Kentucky University's volleyball team...COACH DUNCAN ROCKS!!!!!!!!***

****Gosh, I need someone to talk to, i'm just bugged. REALLY bugged. I wish I wasn't bugged. I need someone to talk to that POSSIBLY knows what I'm talkin about, I meean, they should. what has been bugging me lately?*****

*****The word love is strong. Do you ever feel forced to say it? Do you say it just b/c your friends do in their relationship? Do you say it b/c you are told that is how you feel? Do you say it because you like him/her SOOOO much? Well...YOUR CRAZY IF YOU ANSWERED YES TO ANY OF THOSE. I mean, just because you like someone SOOOO much doesn't mean you love em...and hopefully u know that those others are totally wrong!!!!*****

*******Comment me, I may comment back. I wan't to know what you think...about anything. I love random...so randomly comment! *Comment for the loves (not REAL love that i mentioned earlier the other loves)******

~*~*~Lakin~*~*~

*HOW!?!?!?!? THATS ALL I ASK! How, in the whole....world can they cancel this meet today!!!! NOOOO! It's bad enough that we got cheated at district, but THIS!? GOSH! I mean, its makin me MAD! All a team has to do is make a few phone calls, ask a few friends, make a few promises...AND BAM! They've placed...b/c TODAY...ALL the other teams AND ALL the other regions in the STATE are taking these EXACT test that we are supposed to take TODAY! Why!?!?!?!?!?!??!? I mean, I had a GOOD chance of making it to state...A REALLY GOOD chance. NOW?! IDK!!!! It's REALLY worrying me! Not always do I get a 40, if I don't get one...it's really possible for me to NOT make it to state. I mean, RIGHT NOW...my mom is on the phone, trying to figure out who is responsible for this STUPID decision! REALLY!!!! Her and Jennifer are about to call KAAC and tell them!!! OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH SHE IS GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm SOOOOO glad my mom is committed to making it fair!*

**Whew, I think I'm going to bust!**

***Life, isn't fair. It's plain and simple. No one, EVER has a fair chance. There are always cheaters, and liers, so deal with it. Show your better, even w/out cheating***

*Hey Everyone, I actually get to update now! Molly is spendin the night with me because we went to the Moto X thing at the Expo Center. It was awesome...especially when that guy BRAKE DANCED...WOW!*

**To everyone who thought I was stupid for using the word love...your wrong. I know what it means more then ever! Everyone...I can't see myself without him. I mean...I never thought that a guy could make me cry...but if he left me tomorrow..i would cry like crazy!!!!!!!!!! I know he loves me too, I mean...he is soooo worried that I will leave him. He like is always making sure he isn't like anyone who would turn me away. He gets really sad, like if I joke with him sayin a guy is hot...even when he knows I'm just joking with him. I love him guys!**

***MOLLY IS DATIN AUSTIN WILLIAMSON...Isn't that great. She likes him sooooo much...GOOO me! I figured out he liked her. Goooooo me...he asked me if he should date her and I said yes! I feel like I have done a good deed!***

****Everyone...this week has been hectic. I mean really, I would have updated, but I just thought u all didnt wanna deal with my pitty problems. SOOoo, I saved u all the trouble of dealing with me!****

*****I see him in my dreams. Use to, I would wake up and die to go back to sleep. Now, I know that I have him when I'm awake...so I can wake up...and feel good!!!!!!*****

OMG....had to post this too.....got really freaked out!!!!!!!!

A girl died in 1933 by a homicidal murderer.He buried her in the ground when she was still alive.The murderer chanted "Toma soto balca" as he buried her.Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated.If you post this, she will not bother you.Your kindness will b rewarded.

*SRY I HAVENT UPDATED...WILL LATER read this*

THIS IS ONLY FOR GURLS, BOYS DONT READ! Message: GIRL TALK Did you know kissing is healthy. Bananas are good for period pain. Its good to cry. Chicken soup actually makes you feel better. 94% of boys would love it if you sent them flowers. Lying is actually unhealthy. Only apply mascara to your top lashes. Its actually true, boys DO insult you when they like you! Its impossible to apply mascara with your mouth closed! 89% of guys want YOU to make the 1st move. Chocolate will make you feel better! Most boys think its cute when you say the wrong thing. A good friend never judges. A good foundation will hide hickeys!..not that u have any. Boys arent worth your tears. We ALL love surprises!! Now.... make a wish! Wish REALLLLLLY hard!!! WISH WISH WISH WISH ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** Congratulations!! Your wish has just been received repost this in the next 15mins and...Your wish WILL BE GRANTED

*Hi EVERYONE! I know that I haven't updated in a while, but OOPS! Yea, I just get sooo into the phone and BOOM i stop updating. It's actually funny! Yea, I love Jerrod. I know the word love. I PROMISED myself that the word "love" wouldn't come into any of my relationships 'till I'm older. BUT IDK. I LOVE him. There is no other word for it. I dont JUST like him. I know that, b/c I'm sooooo into him. Everything about him makes me smile. Things that I usually wouldn't like in people, if they were in his personality, wouldn't bother me a bit. I'M IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

**I WENT ON MY FIRST DATE WITH JERROD! It was Saturday, we watched When a Stranger Calls. OMG...it was SOOO predictable. HOWEVER, it still made me jump. It wasn't scary scary, but when I thought about how it could be true...I NEVER WANT TO STAY HOME ALONE AGAIN!**

***Inside LOVE is a little firework. It only needs a tiny little fire to spark!***

*TODAY WAS AWESOME! Two of our teachers were sick and went home early, Mr. Adkins, and Mrs. Reynolds (That's not the good part) The good part is...that Mrs. Reynolds classes had to go to Mr. Adkins room and Mr. Thompson would watch us. WELL...it just so happens that I have Mrs. Reynolds 5th and Jerrod has Mr. Adkins 5th..so we got a class together! He has Mrs. Reynolds 6th and I have Mr. Ray, and since Mr. Adkins planning is 6th period he got to come down there with us. WHOOOO! Isn't that SWELL!*

**YAY! We're going to the movies on Saturday. Me and Jerrod, Destiny and Austin, and Brandon and Amanda. WHOO! Mine, and Jerrod's 1st DATE! Isn't that exciting I think it is!**

***OH well, I have to go get ready for the PC game. My brother is on Varsity Court. Plus I have to pack cuz I'm spending the night with Destiny!***

****Just your smile, brightens my day!****

*Heya Darlins! OMG...today was....quite interesting. Not really, but there really is no way to describe it. LOL! Really, ppl it is soooo hard to remember my day now. I'm always thinkin about Jerrod...and I just can't get him out of my mind enough to update. I don't know why! Like right now I have the phone just a little bit away from him WAITING on him to call me back! Is that obsssive? HMMM oh well! I'm just a girl fallin for a guy...hopefully...he will catch me!*

**If life is the board game...RIGHT NOW...I'm in 1st place!!!**

*OK...I can actually sit up enough to update today!!! Isn't that swell? I like that word...swell. Where did it come from? Who says that word that has got it stuck in my head? GRRRR! Oh well! OOOOOOOKKKKK! I already forgot what happened yesterday EXCEPT this...last night after math and science camp mom took me to the doctor's. Well, while I was at the doctor's office, Jerrod called me at my house. So my dad told him i was at the doctors. WELL when I got home I called him and no one answered, THEN i got on icq, to see if he was on. HE WASN'T. Sooooo, a little bit later I called him again and no one answered. Well, I had taken this medicine that makes you drowsy and I was in my room readin a magazine and I feel asleep. (It was somewhere between 7 and 8) He called me at 9 and my daddy didnt wake me up...SO i didn't get to talk to him!!!*

**TODAY Austin Maynard and Destiny started datin. Right at the begining of break. GOOO U TWO! OMG, DOUBLE DATE!!!!! TOTALLY!**

***Even the blindest person could see...I'm crazy over him!***

I would update right now, but I have a really bad ear infection. I went to the doctor and everything. So I'm not going to.

*He is in your head. You can't get him out. Wait, don't forget, your all he thinks about. Isn't it ironic. How this couple came to be?*

I'm stupid...I had to look at my live journal entry to figure out when the last time I updated was...HEHE!

Let's start with YESTERDAY!

*Yesterday was the Academic meet...WHOOO...I got third in math...WHOOO....GOOO ME. I'M happy! Sheika Shashzdava (dont think i spelled any of that right) beat me...BOO...I was all...ahhhhh shute! OH WELL. Our FPS team got first...GOOOOO US...no COWS!!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!*

**Kristen ended up going to eat with us afterwards. We went to the Mexican. Then, we went to TCBY...she ended up spendin the night. It was fun....LOTS of fun. I laughed ALL night...I met some funny ppl. I now am known to some ppl as CAT PERSON!*

TODAY!

*I slept a lot today! I really did...but me and Kristen went to bed late. I had cheerleading pic's at one..and practice from 2-5. GRR! The only good thing about it was...AFTERWARDS...Jerrod was there for Basket-Ball! YAY!*

**Not much else to tell. Cuz i slept the rest of the day!**

***Life is like candy, ever so sweet. But every so often, u get a sour one!***

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*YAY! Jerrod (chaney) asked me out today...and i REALLY REALLY like him.....SOOOOO I SAID YES! Isn't that great!!!!!!!!!! HE is soooo sweet! Yay...1/27/06....BEST day! #53!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!*

**That is the best thing that happened today...in fact I dont remember the rest. Really...just that! I'm soooo excited...I know this entry is short but....I'm talkin to him right now**

***OH YEA...I made the volleyball team...WOOOOOOOOOOO!***

****I have no little quote i cant think straight****

*Hopefully no one freaked over my last entry. LOL...i know fuzzy and larry...buuuuttt...that guys knows now! Yea, yea. I THOUGHT it was great too. BUT (big but) he likes someone else too...so he isn't gonna ask me out. OH WELL. Im still not sure...he keeps like makin me think that he likes me a lot and that he is gonna ask me out...THEN he goes and acts different. OH WELL! Guys are crazy...dont u just love em?*

**We had FPS today! YAY! I think we did good. If we didn't and let Pikeville and Christ Central beat us *chills* I WAS SOOOO EXCITED**

***I just want to say somethin to lakan....U WERE RIGHT...and to lana...U WERE RIGHT...and anyone else who told me the same stuff...U WERE RIGHT...Mark is a *bad word* JERK! I cant talk to him without us getting into a fight anymore...but I dont really care. He just ticks me off...lol*** (update...mark isn't a jerk...i actually got to talk to him. He is just a good friend***

****How do you know...that the moment is right? How do you know...he is the one? How do you know...you love him? How do you know...he isn't with girls behind you back? How do you know? He is yours, and you are his everything!****

*OK...to make this less confuzing...this is my key for my story*
Fuzzy= guy that i really like
Larry= Great friend(in my grade) helpin me out

**OK...i REALLY like Fuzzy. I really do. He is really cute, funny, nice and just WOW! Now, most ppl think that they know who it is...btw its not the guy I've been like CRAZY over for like the past month or whatever. Well I told Larry and he is like....Fuzzy likes you too. I'm like well, idk...i wanna date him. BUT i wont ask guys out. Larry said, well you should tell him u like him...and i go...no i just can't do that... Idk y...i just can't. So Larry said that he would help me out and tell Fuzzy that I liked him. Well Fuzzy didn't believe Larry. Fuzzy doesn't think that I like him....even though (can't say this special detail cuz it would reveal who it is) So Larry asked Fuzzy if he (Fuzzy) was gonna ask me out. And he said no...so I'm kinda sad. ALTHOUGH, I'm keeping hopes up. I dont want to be all omg...he doesn't wanna date me cuz I like other ppl too, and WHO KNOW'S i MIGHT end up datin him *big smile***

***OH WELL, nothing exciting happened today. I'm sore from cheerleading and volleyball. OMG i LOVE volleyball. SOOOO much fun. REALLY it is. *SIGH*. Oh well, I'm not going to continue updating b/c my brother is all GET OFF THE COMPUTER I GOT HOMEWORK***

****Don't give up hope. Don't hold back. Life is like a carnival. The better you flirt, the better the prize!****

*Sry that I haven't updated in a while. I've been kinda busy. Yea....EVERYTHING IS SO...busy. LOL! I just put it as it is. I LOVE VOLLEYBALL! IM SO EXCITED.....YAY! Their MIGHT be another day of try outs tomorrow at 5:30. Yay aren't i so excited *that was sarcasim* I have cheerleading till 5:30 THEN VOLLEYBALL...ugh*

**SOOO! I don't like the guy as much (the one i was crazy about) b/c I dont really have a chance with him right now. He is taken, and I'm fine with it. He has always been ever since I started liking him and it will all work out....EVENTUALLY! But I do like some others. I'm gettin ppl to kinda hint around to them, so MAYBE I'll date them, if they like me too. And I'm almost positive they do. (By other ppl's words and their actions)**

***If your pencil breaks you buy a new one. If your bone breaks, you get it fixed. If your fingernail breaks, you get them done. But the sad thing is, if your heart breaks...their are none on sale, it is unfixable, and the person who fixes it...is not in.***